CMAT - Lonely

God I bet if there was a god
I'd be killing him
But who needs God
When I have Robbie Williams

And who needs boys with these
Voices in my head
That say I'm useless
I eat too much bread

I left you overnight
Left you overnight
In the cold strange air
And I'm running out of time
Running out of time
To learn how to care

I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end

I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault

One more chicken roll
Won't kill me
One more novel
One less party

One more birthday
I should not have forgot
How long more 'til
I'm a lost cause

I'm mentally unwell
Mentally unwell
The excuse I've enlisted
But I honestly forgot
Honestly forgot
That you even existed

I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end

I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault

And I wish that I could
Leave my house and home
But i'll put everyone in danger
If I don't just sit here

And I'm wondering has this
Always been the case
And when all this is over
Should I just stay?

I'm so lonely
And I don't have any real friends
I'm so lonely
Other people are just means to an end

I'm so lonely
And I'm eating in a food hall
Just watching other people
And it's all my fault