Dara - Don't Wanna Cry

I don't want to cry anymore I just want to say goodnight, I wonder if I should just say goodbye.
Just say goodbye, goodbye?
I dont want to explain everything but..I..I have a phobia.
I am not sure if I want to be here anymore..?
I have a phobia and I'm tired of living this way
Tell me cause I'm not sure if u will be here
I don't want to cry anymore.
I'm a beast I'm evil
My bones are weak and I kept you to close.
I'm a loser soul
A lonely heart
Is this my life now?
Is this living, it's full of sadness
My body bears this sickness, it drives me crazy.
I'm pretending I'm happy for you cause I need you more then you need me I will stay this way.
It always gone..
I can't help it, lost love lost soul
I want to scream and shout
I'm weak I want to let you go
I want to say I just tryied.
I don't want to carry on, Lonely love
Lonely hearts
I don't want to cry
I can't help it, I'm weak it tears us apart.
Where do we go
I'm in love?
I'm tired.
I have seen my heart break once before, I feel people will grow tired of me and I can't deal with it.
It's hard to lose you, I'm not afraid of the fights.
It is the thought of you leaving, losing you
Tears me.
I scram for whatever love is left but I can't find in what hope I have left.
Good bye