Dear Sherlock - Hell

With aching chest and heavy bones,
I tried the exit moving slowly and with silent toes,
But I was Paralysed,
It was so folly,
Was I sedated,
From all regrets I´m now relieved (You´re dead and gone).

Nothing to share, corrupt control,
Infected venom on your second-hand corrosive words,
You are so subtle that you fail to see the life you need,
You´re a good to trade, and you look so cheap.

Drain out your spirit from my cells,
A divine veil hiding hell,
Mesmerised by charming gloom,
Held me back from it all but you.

A final dare, a final note,
My resignation has been sent into the realms of love,
So there´s no tragedy, and I won´t mourn,
Got a front row seat for your sad parade,
But I'll give in for free.

Drain out your spirit from my cells,
A divine veil hiding hell,
Mesmerised by charming gloom,
Held me back from it all but...
Things that I have done (You will never ever know),
Things that I have done (You will never ever know),
Held me back from it all, including you.