Delusion - Eternally Missed

Music & Lyrics: Keiran

he turns off the lights, stares at shades in mirror
razor on his skin
just checks if he's still able to feel...

anything at all, he has lost control
holds his glass of wine
while skinny wrists are strongly bleeding in the dark

just promises can't comfort him
too exhausted to believe
can't find truth in empty sermons
cause' random people leave

used to spend their time together
used to share all thoughts and dreams
now the only things that link them
are flowers and a flame that quickly fades

how can they say that you are merciful?
you enjoy your sway
you made savage world that's full of...

brutality, she was madly raped
he just walked away and left here there,
with wide-spread wounds, for certain death

he's too young to carry burden
so enormous and so vile
all his life was just deception
for she was meant to die

how can I kneel before tyrant,
how can I humiliate?
I hate God's cruel DELUSIONs
and I reject him for he took you away!

[Nervous breakdown]

lord, start telling me truth!
oh, creator, your love makes me SICK!

Solo: Keiran
Solo: Filip

just promises can't comfort him
too exhausted to believe
can't find truth in empty sermons
cause' random people leave

used to spend their time together
used to share all thoughts and dreams
now the only things that link them
are flowers and a flame that quickly fades

I know it would be much easier
to accept than to deny
still, I can't find any reason
for which she had to die

while I'm hiding here from sad truth
leaking blood stains tiled floor
oh, God, I must confess something
I can't call you my father anymore...