Depressica - Song to myself

Do you ever think about empty rooms
And how I could just fill it with a million pairs of shoes
I tried running to you
I tried to run to your door
You weren’t home

But in the morning I get up
And I run and run some more

Do you ever think about waterfalls
How you could reach top and see
How everything is small
Forget about your problems
Forget about it
Think of nothing at all

Eventually you come back down
And you try and try to climb it once again

Humans are funny little things
So attracted to tragedy

And when it hurts you cry out
For somebody to help you
And you take all their good advice
And throw it on the ground
Because you know just what you’re doing
There’s no way that you’re wrong again this time

And when you’re falling over
And you reach out for a hand
A voice will sound and reprimand
The foolish little child inside your heart

Can you eat up all your pride for once
You didn’t mean to make a mess
But look around you
Nothing is alright

I know you’re tired and unwell
But we can’t make excuses all the time
There’s no such thing as loving every person on this earth
If you constantly ignore the person who should be coming first
And that’s yourself

So forget about your loneliness
Forget about the boy for just a day
Sure, he’s leaving in a week
But think of all the lovely people who will stay