Dividium - Nerfed

I was just a trainwreck, now I'm mess,
Between blurred lines and familiar borders,
I always tried my best.
The world is just a heartbeat away from death;
It always will be.
A hateful, loathing carcass in the dirt.

I spread fear, I spread pain, I spread loathing,
It's coursing through my veins.
I share life, I share love, I share a mutual distrust.
I'll be there at the start and I'll be there at the end.

It starts so easily; before you know, it's done.
It never felt the same, it's fragility is gone.
I will show you fear in a handful of the dust
That is left behind.

Left exposed and fragile in the dark,
A passenger of my own timeline,
But no control and no composure.
The callous indiscretions that I provide,
Leave me wanting more than memories for me to leave behind.

I spread fear, I spread pain, I spread loathing.
It's coursing through my veins.

I share life, I share love, I share a mutual distrust.
I'll be there at the start and I'll be there at the end.

It starts so easily; before you know, it's done.
It never felt the same, it's fragility is gone.
I will show you fear in a handful of the dust
That is left behind.

I was just a trainwreck, now I'm mess,
Between blurred lines and familiar borders,
I always tried my best.
I was just a trainwreck, now I'm mess.