Edzio x TMK aka Piekielny x Chok (KuKiS Blend) - Mogłaś być

I can't forget anymore, I'm writing another verse about it,
I gave you a part of myself and didn't take it back,
I know you don't forget either, nothing changes,
even though you left me without a word of explanation,
you gave me beautiful moments, and I still wander because of them,
then there was a big lack and sleepless nights,
and fear, I didn't want to be in anyone else's arms,
and not even a month passed, we talk as if nothing ever happened,
is it a trick, so many questions still fresh,
you don't have time to meet, and again, I don't know if I believe you,
though I don't know your intentions, I feel confused,
but I feel joy and relief when we talk,
again I don't sleep, because I write with you, if not, I still don't sleep,
because either I'm thinking about you, or I see you in my dreams,
I know you miss me, I miss you too,
and I probably still miss you when we don't talk for two days,
maybe I should end this thread,
should I ignore the longing, or reason...
Today I ignore the longing and try to pull myself together,
Just like you ignored me and don't care now...

You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't live alone...
You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't fucking live alone...

Hi, you asked me - why don't I call anymore?
buddies ask too - have you forgotten about her?
I'm not a dog, so I don't chase you
Isn't it simple? I didn't let myself get carried away
I went that day to that bar
drank that beer, you weren't there - too bad
I left a lot of fucking cash
alcohol rinsed everything out of me except regret
and you didn't want to disappear from my memory
though I ended up forgetting even - what I'm drinking?
And believe me, despite sincere intentions
I couldn't stop thinking that maybe I'll kill you
And I don't know what I'd do if somewhere
you appeared in the doorway, beautiful as always
my hatred would probably leave me, suddenly
and I'd tell you straight, Darling that our time has come

You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't live alone...
You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't fucking live alone...

When passing by her, my gaze froze in her pupils
I knew I wasn't worth even a second of her life.
Maybe if she didn't know me, she'd return the smile,
You know, it’s because of me she cried into her pillow more than once.
Her hands so delicate, unusually smooth,
As if someone had erased her fingerprints,
I remember her tears falling on my blue skin
And her smeared mascara on my gray hoodie.
She used to say, "Without you, there is no me" without consequences
We remained in silence without impact and without a concept.
Today, when we accidentally pass each other,
I know it's needless, but I'd like at least to nod my head.
You know, today nothing remains of those efforts
Just one shared thought that it ended at plans.
Just one shared thought that it ended at plans.

You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't live alone...
You could have been there, you know?
You could have been there...
You should have come, you know?
I can't fucking live alone...