Entering - Friday 13-th

Why is that nice bird flying so high?
Why can't I touch him?
I have no wings but i want them,
my dream is fly with that precious bird.

But even if I have wings
I'am not sure, if that bird
will want fly with me
for true, he'll fly away from me.

So I'am watching the nice blue sky
on friday 13-th.

WHY ?
I MUST CRY ?
FOR THAT DREAM
WHICH HATES ME
UNTOUCHABLE
UNREACHABLE
SO FAR, FAR AWAY
YOU FLOWN AWAY
From me ...

If you someday land
I know that you will land
but in crown of tree
but I can't climb, i don't want to fall down.
On top of mountain
but I can't survive in mountains.
On other side of river
but I can't swim, I don't want to drown.
So like as you flies on sky.
I can't, I can't
I CAN'T BE WITH YOU !!!!

YOU AGAIN TAKE OFF TO SKY

MY SOUL'S DYING
WHITE LIGHT DISEPEARING
WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW
I'M FALLING INTO REALM OF
LOST AND HATRED SOULS
I DON'T KNOW IF
IF I, I'LL SOMEDAY SEE
GREEN COLOURFULL FLOWERS
GREEN FLOWERING TREES

BUT NOW IT SEEMS
THAT I'LL SEE ONLY
BLACK ROTTEN AND BURNED
TREES AND FLOWERS
I HATE THIS CURSE
THIS FUCKING FRIDAY 13-TH

I lie on grass in valley,
valley of darkness ...
No life, no fresh air
only, only dark fog of whispering pain...

Seven years, I tried to not get here,
but my own selfishness got me here,
my only hope is to forget,
but I can't forget that bird
my scars in heart are so deep
I can't cure them and
I don't want cure them
they don't disepear they will
remain in me for eternal time
like my pain also don't disepear
and pain growths because ...

BECAUSE, I SEE ANOTHER BIRD
WITH MY DREAMED BIRD
WHY ? WHY ? WHY ?
WHY HE HAVE WINGS ?
WHERE AND HOW HE GOTS THEM ?

They are flying together away
they will be forever together
for the end of time
my friday 13-th is ending
and my life will soon ends too...