Eyas - Circling

Sometimes i wish it could drown my past
I can see myself well at the end of this glass
Forgetting is fine, but the night doesn't last
And really i don't know you at all

And when i wake i lay next to the mess
The one that you started, and the one that i left
The one circling, waiting for its prey to die
You never wanted to know me at all

How couldn't i see
How could i have been so naive
I should have accepted that nothing is safe
Nothing is free
And i pay with my sense, my thoughts, and my worries
Eager to spend them at once
You said i looked tense, i left in a hurry
As all my wits became none

As i became no one, no one
After all, i'm the one that you called
When there was no one, no one
Only to leave when you're done

I feel like the leaves on the ground that you step on in Autumn
I feel like debris from the bough that has sunk to the bottom
I feel like the streets of a town that were left and forgotten
I feel like the seeds of the flowers that died before they blossomed

As i became no one, no one
After all, i'm the one that you called
When there was no one, no one
Only to leave when you're done