Godhead - Letting Go

Creeping up again.
Lost myself and it's too late.
Killing time again.
Waiting for my only fate.
Trapped within the cage
That I've built with my own hands.
Can't release the rage.
Shattered life and broken plans.

If I knew myself,
I wouldn't keep on doing this.
But I trick myself
And believe with just one kiss.

I can't believe the things I do.
All for the sake of pleasing you.

In the dark again,
Afraid to move but can't sit still.
Killed my heart again.
To myself I give this pill.

If I was myself,
I'd find strength to push away.
But I hurt myself
And I weaken more each day.

I can't believe the things I do.
All for the sake of pleasing you.

As I come to know you.
My disgust grows a new.
As you tighten your grip,
My worn throat is slowly slit.

I can't believe the things I do,
All for the sake of pleasing you.
I should just stop and let you know,
But I'm afraid of letting go...
Letting go...