Hanhae - Today, I feel...

Early morning, I rub my tired eyes
I try to piece together what happened last night
After completing the puzzle, I crawl over to the fridge
And rummage through something as empty as my heart

I don't remember anyhing past 3:30 AM
I feel apologetic towards my friends so I open my phone
And try to send a text saying, "Sorry"
But instead I check the time and scream out loud

I grab whatever clothes I can find and hurry to prepare myself
The damn streets of Kangnam are never not busy
I'm busy as hell but the weather today is the ultimate cozy warmth

In a rush, I get on the subway
After a bit of contemplating, I turn on Kanye West
In the moment I try to console myself
I left my earphones at home, fuck you

Am I getting nowhere today again
Why is my day-to-day like this

I don't feel like joking around right now
So leave me alone for now

I feel like shit today
My eyes are blazing with anger

I feel like shit today
All my friends better be careful and avoid me

Why am I drinking on a Sunday
I know that I'm going to suffer the next day so why am I
I practice acting fine, acting strong, acting like I'm okay
I don't want to get scolded so I act like my condition's fine

I try to sing but my voice sounds like Park Kyung Lim
I try to rap as cool as I can but my voice is still Park Kyung Lim

I promise myself that I won't drink again
After promising myself over 10,000 times
I tell myself that I'm a man if I can't even keep it
I succeed in drilling it into my head

(I got ya) Go and drink, I'm never doing it again
I want to live a constructive life
But after thinking of this and that and falling asleep
I wake up to the thought of alcohol, alcohol alcohol... Alcohol...