HatriX - Sick of Myself

I wake up in the morning and I can't look at myself * A fading fleeting memory of something I'm supposed to be * Everything is my fault everything's bad because of me * I'm sick, I'm not well but you're caught up in * Yourself to tell it * Sick! *Sick of myself sick of you * You made my hell * With your abuse, sick * Not doin' it to get attention * I'm doin' it to get dead * A razor in the wrist or a bullet * Lodged in my brain * Everything's OK * Ignore it and it'll go away * I'm sick I'm not well * But you're caught up * In yourself to tell it * Lost my mind, I've gone insane * I think I'm goin' crazy * I think I've lost my sanity * Just another maniac on a suicidal * Killing spree * A hopeless babbling idiot * And no one really gives a shit * No one cares, who fuckin cares * And who the hell are you * To say I'm sick!