Iamamiwhoami - The deadlock

making every day renew
mostly just thinking of you
most heartily with gratitude
but your methods were all tried and true

a lot of trouble inside of me grow
i feel it move, i feel it flow
my story writes itself on through
it won’t be long, i’ll see you soon

we spent life inside of our heads
crumpled together wires of pain
we built a fort so strong to hold
for times of hardship, winters of cold
we spent all our beauty remained
memories i had to replay
indiscernible words unfold for this occasion i chose

you and me, we spend our days
trapped inside our thickening haze
slowly running out of ways
to reinvent our shrinking maze
oh, once i was shiny and new
i’m steady like a silent gloom
who knew what i would turn into?
who knows my world who shares my view?

we spent life inside of our heads
crumpled together wires of pain
we built a fort so strong to hold
for times of hardship, winters of cold
we spent all our beauty remained
memories i had to replay
indiscernible words unfold for this occasion i chose