Ich troje - Padół

From where draw the insipration when
Touches you the angel while you whole shake
And know that he is here with you
Since always follows each your movement
But suddenly you see in the mirror his face
How ends the world you know?

I just hang without a word
Asking the God
If he is the only one
Whether there will be this earth
Where I could fall down
Or I have on my own get off the cross?

Was alone for so many years
Wanted that someone would share his world with him
And I craved to be where he was
But where is it?
To the other side of a mirror he took me
To hell or heaven I don't know where!

Underneath the cross the need
Even though he looks me into eyes
Next nail he thrusts in
And so on till I am exhausted
Intentionally excruciating him
Because for me it's only God.

So much focused on myself Sire
I haven't asked him for name
Just at the gates, when his aura was nursing my senses
Wanted to peek if he has angelic white wings
Or fluttering and unappeased like locust's

The one blind, spills shit from ambo
That he saw how I stole the blood
The one deaf-mute, eavesdropped without windup
How scream changed into whisper...