Idlegod - Black Beacon

Against the odds,
Against your plots,
Staggered though life,
Guts tied in knots.
But was worse,
Your colder smile,
Doubted myself,
Reverse denial.

As I crawled out
The densest mist,
Was left alone
Clenching my fists.
I felt as if it
Was my own wake,
But none were mourning,
Just there to take.

This apparatus has got no soul,
Give it a chance it'll swallow you whole.

When I look back
I see how you,
Victim as well,
Mangled the truth.
And though I tried
I know I failed,
Around this hate
I built my jail.

I'm just a wavelength too slow for my needs,
A constant voyage into a fever dream.
The sky rearranges, black pillars appear.
The sky rearranges, black beacons appear.

Baptized through fire,
Betrayed by those closest,
You made me a monster,
My will has expired.

I have never felt so much hate.