Jacob Lee - Down On My Luck

Sorry if I'm not what you expect
Tried to be social
I fucked it all up
I guess I should go make ammends
Better off standing in silence
'Cause I do not share in your sentiment
I made an entrance and noticed the state of my friends
Now I'm retracing my steps

Is this a symptom of being depressed
Is there a version of me that is capable of being happy with less
All this inadequacy is a consequence of who I think I am meant to be next

Tell me I'm making sense
When the days turn to weeks
Then you might understand

Down on my luck
Summon Armageddon accidentally cause I disfigure all that I touch
Down on my luck
Crumble under pressure

I stumble every time I get up
Down on my luck
Jehova's Witness I don't wanna get stuck
Close the curtain but I think I got caught
Prayin' on the floor of the shower like I didn't run away with me

Knocked
Knocked
Ooh
Knocked
Yeah
Knocked

I write all these lines like a printing press
Second verse syndrome I can't find the courage to pick up the pen again
Never been good at a summary
No my work cannot be coalesced
How could I ever convey everything that I meant
Writing in 10 words or less

Don't take my advice
No don't listen to me
Oh no no no no no
You'll end up beside me burried underneath
All the critiques, yeah

We might build a masterpiece with the debris
Make everyone else obsolete
Say it ain't worth it, it's worth it to me
It's worth it to me

Down on my luck
Summon Armageddon accidentally cause I disfigure all that I touch
Down on my luck
Crumble under pressure

I stumble every time I get up
Down on my luck
Seventh Day Adventist I don't wanna get stuck
Close the curtain but I think I got caught
Prayin' on the floor of the shower like I didn't run away with me

You might not like it but I'd rather you not approach
I've been out hours, you'd swear I've been talking to ghosts
They're counting to zero, they're waiting for me to implode
I know that I'm close
I know that I'm close

Down on my luck
I disfigure all that I touch
Down on my luck
Crumble under pressure

Down on my luck
Close the curtain but I think I got caught
Down on my luck
Prayin' in the shower like I didn't run away with me