Jreg - I Hear an Orchestra Play

Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I hear a tone that starts off low
Then it slowly grows, in my head the song starts, then it moves towards my feet
Then it spreads into my heart, and they both begin to beat
It's a steady beat, a melody, a-a-a sound, a tune, a theme
A-a simphony, a-a cacophony, playing just for me
It's an Orchestra, I hear an Orchestra play
I don't hear this very often, sometimes every few days
Sometimes every few months, sometimes just once a year
And when it leaves me I fear it will never re-appear
But it does, because it's always there
I hear an Orchestra play, but the song is so rare
And it sounds like hearing again, an-an-an
And it feels like feeling again, an-an-an
And I know I-I can breathe again, I can speak again, I can scream again!
Most days, I just here silence, but when it plays
I know that I am gonna be okay, I know that I am
Deserving of some sympathy, deserving of a symphony!
And it sounds like facing my worst fears
And it sounds like all of my worries disappeared
And it sounds like my future just became clear
The music blasts away my tears, I hear the audience cheer
'Cause the Conductor is here, I hear his commands
The music ebbs and flows with the sway of his hands
And I demand that he stay, keep the band here for today
But I fear I will never understand why some days I hear the band...
And some days I just hear white noise
And it is drowning out my voice, do I hear this song by choice?
It's so easy to hear no music at all, to live a life without sound, so muted and small
But right now I hear an Orchestra play, and right now I know the right words to say
I hear an Orchestra play, and my mind is in bliss
I hear an Orchestra play, and it sounds like this!
I hear an Orchestra play, and my heart starts beating!
I hear an Orchestra play, but the song is fleeting
I wanna hear this song all night, I wanna hear it every day!
But it plays too short of time and then...
It goes away...