Junes - Czwarta Rano

Warsaw throbs, though it's only 4am
And I mauner sadly in my room like a gawk
I feel weak, sleepy because supposedly
I'm learning how to live behind a wall, not even behind glass
Not even face to face, because we have phones
Though I know that if you want, you can always call
But you don't call. I stare at the screen.
Here like Chris Rea I have my Road To Hell
Will I take it, or will an angel come down? I don't know
Maybe time has come for God to take me away
But no, I'll stay, because you're also staying
Though we won't be together, I'll still stay here
I'll dream of the beach, of us together there
And with that thought I want to greet every new day
Shake his hand, squeeze it saying: Maybe today
I'll manage to see you and still live

Hard as diamonds, I'm here alone
Throughout my life, rap like Valium
And that's why for you there's bars on paper
I grit my teeth and fight myself

Carry on living..? That sometimes sounds like a punishment for me
That's how it is when torpor falls on my head all at once
But I know, that it's not worth it worrying about the wrong card
Because nobody said that it was easy
A hard life? I don't know, though I sometimes have enough of it
Despite that I still love it so much
Jumping off a roof isn't worth it, jumping through failures
Because thanks to it you're ever richer
In new experiences, to finally experience something good
And it doesn't change anything that sometimes in angry spasms
You have to go through a lot, cross over to the cold world
And clean yourself of charges, when the guilty aren't here

Hard as diamonds, I'm here alone
Throughout my life, rap like Valium
And that's why for you there's bars on paper
I grit my teeth and fight myself

As long as I can remember something was always amiss
Though the idea presses me, that then as a child
I had it better than others, better than them
Because I had money for bricks, to chill and for the Chronic
Now I return to those memories less often
Though it's not a bad touch, because in my own example
I can summarize a few points, when without resistance
I ran in gear for prestige on the legendary forum
Now they say: legendary rapper, ex-forum
In a wrong loop he became known as selfish
Selfish, because I know that I can't love
I still retreat, though I fear that the catastrophe
Can kill that, which I fought for for so long
And get into a train having a one way ticket