Lost Innocence - Qualities

I will never be the same again
with you right beside me
And my life has been yours for a long time
that's the worst idea I've ever had

For too long I've stayed in this place
for too long I've trusted you
That's not true, I'm not the worst
contemplating about the past I've been through

Searching for a words to say
but it's hard to tell the truth
while the nightmares keeps on burying me
everything reminds me of you

I will never be the same again
with you right beside me
And my life has been yours for a long time
that's the worst idea I've ever had

Far away there's a place for me to stay
to think about the darkest days
There's no time for apologies
Face the truth, you are not being yourself
Every time you look at me I'm feeling damaged
because the person I've known looks so odd to me
so odd to me
Tried so many times to change my mind
but that's the thing I just want to forget
I just want to forget

That's the time for me
to think straight
To not drown in the abyss of my mind
I'm feeling that I'm out of countenance
And I just realised that

I'M NOT MYSELF
MAKE ME BELIEVE
THAT THERE'S HOPE
I'M
NOT
MYSELF (make me believe, that there's hope)

I will never be the same again
with you right beside me
And my life has been yours for a long time
that's the worst idea I've ever had
I will never be the same again
with you right beside me
And my life has been yours for a long time
that's the worst idea I've ever had