Nicholas Allbrook - Tramadol With Fear

Sonny had a fear or three
Speak in spontaneity
Accidental prophecy
Dreaming was reality
Found and gone
Every time I wake up I repeat that name, yeah
Grit my teeth and hang my head in shame
Then I chug enough pills to go to sleep again

I'm still alive so I assume
I see the sun I see the moon
I see a lot of things but I'm mainly seeing my room, oh oh

Hello, it's the end of an age
Hello, and we're turning the page
The Mayans said it, the Chinese said it
Rasputin and the Templars said it

And I was fed it with the morning news
Damn I hope it's true
I don't know what else to do
What else to say
Maybe I'm desperate enough to pray

Maybe today's the day you're gonna be desperate
Maybe today's the day you'll find an investor
They all tell you, they all say you're the best
Just to get some

Don't speak, I don't need to understand
Just hold your head while I kiss your hand
I'll never kiss another, no father, no brother
No Benedict, no Paul, fuck 'em all
It's like spitting on a fucking wall

Son, you could be right
If you prayed at night
Hiding for a year if you
Tramadol with fear

I'm still alive so I assume
I see the sun and I see the moon
I see a lot of things but I'm mainly seeing my room, oh oh
I'm still alive so I assume
I feel the sun and I see the moon
I see a lot of things but I'm mainly seeing my room, oh oh
I'm still alive so I assume
I feel the sun and I see the moon
I see a lot of things but I'm mainly seeing my room, oh oh