Psychonaut 4 - Sana-sana-sana - Cura-cura-cura

With the soundless weight
Heavy silence pushed me (down the floor)
Anxiety rolls in me like a wave
A wave of desire to do something terrible to myself
But I will not allow let the darkness to break out again

Outside, beyond me
My smiling face will hide this horror from you
It is better this way for everyone
I was deaf, I was blind and stupid
Until I learned to talk to myself, to my ego

But what is myself made of?
A mixture of bittеrness, anger, humor and immorality
Can this be callеd a good personality?

Will anyone love me? Will anyone love me?
The monster sleeps inside of me
Which with every drink is trying to break out
I am often dangerous for myself and for all

I am like a deep-sea mine
Don't get too close to me
Don't get too close to me!

Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura

"I've never felt sorry for anything I've done other than hurting my family. They're the only thing I feel sorry for... I'm not looking for forgiveness and I'm not repenting. I know I'm wrong... I'm wrong. I do want my family to forgive me. Oh boy, I ain't gonna make this one. Oh, shit. This would never be me; this would not be me. I feel for my family. You see The Iceman crying? Not very macho... but I have hurt people that mean everything to me. They're the only people that mean anything to me."