Rampage - Cursed with Existence/Monolith...

Existence is Life, and Life is Pain
Pursued by suffering from cradle to grave
Happiness teases as it baits the snare
What good are drops of joy in oceans of despair

Through suffering without end
Futility to try again
Hope is like the Siren's call
Bring those who seek to deadly fall

Never to feel
Never to live
Never to love
Only to die in pain


Death, the gate to the other side
Only there is nothing to find
No afterlife, no existence at all
What will become of ME when I am gone?

Never to feel
Never to think
Never to live
Only to know that I will never be again


And on my monolith
to the past I left behind:
"I curse life for the joys that tease
I curse death for the peace I'll never find..."

I don't want to live
I don't want to die
I want to never have been at all