Rat Tally - Hold Me Over

Tell me I'm smart
Tell me I'm better sober
That I'm a laugh
Something to hold me over
Am I a dream?
All encompassing?
But you don't have to lie

Tell me I'm loved
Tell me I'm good when we go slower
That I'm always right
And I'm never getting older
I wanna believe that I'm good enough
For anybody
But I don't wanna lie

So who do I get to blame for letting you take away everything?
When you don't know what you've done
You don't even know what you've done

But you should be able to tell when my body won't respond
Couldn't admit it 'til you were gone
I just wanna be gone
Crying on the hospital lawn

So tell me I'm smart
Tell me I'm better sober
That I'm a laugh
Something to hold me over