Scamp - The Longing

Am I blind, am I afraid to be everything I've ever dreamed of?
Well, I don't even have the guts to see if there's another sad person going down like me.
I'm standing in a pool of blood and that's despair, I fuckin' tell You.
Am I fading to infinity or just paralyzed?
There's no ability!

You say, You don't give a fuck what I do with my life.
But won't You please look back and...

Won't You wait for me?
Won't You wait for an old friend like me?

In time - They say that time can heal You
but I'm already behind.
All dark with a soul to see through.
A mind to reach and a face to hate too.
Blood in my eyes so I can't cry with You.
I'm not afraid that They'll see me.
The wrong choice, but the right solution.
Hard effect that explode in confusion.

You say, You don't give a fuck what I do with my life.
But won't You please look back and...

Won't You wait for me?
Won't You wait for an old friend like me?

Desperate times calls for desperate measures.
And a desperate man that's what I am.
No love to lean on - no friend to call on.
No innocence to share at night.

There's no sleep till peace is found.
But my anxiety is bringing me down.
A hard life, but life is hard.
Want to be idolized but I'm not.

Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in fear?
All my time I spend waiting
on something I'll never be.

You say, You don't give a fuck what I do with my life.
But won't You please look back and...

Won't You wait for me?
Won't You wait for an old friend like me?