Schafter - Hotel wolnych.pokoi

Most of it is to kill first
Sometimes I don't want to live
I stand on the chair
But something doesn't work out and my heart breaks again
I don’t give a fuck for Prada on the tag
I don’t give a fuck about anything*
Oxy, NFZ**

I don’t want to be a prisoner anymore

I'm sitting on the bed
Crickets outside the window
I cry and I groan
These self-mocking lines like a well-mixed snare drum
I close the loop
Picturing them giving their condolences
Picturing them giving their condolences

Picturing them giving their condolences
Picturing myself no longer functioning
Picturing myself drowning again in a sea of discouragement
Picturing myself getting into the car of self-mockery
Auto-mockery

I am a patient
I am digressing
Rolls of cash in an envelope
I go on to hurt myself
Like young Werther
Like young Werther
I sense scandals

I'm sitting on the bed
Crickets outside the window
I cry and I groans
These self-mocking lines like a well-mixed snare drum
I close the loop
Picturing them giving their condolences
Picturing them giving their condolences

I'm sitting on the bed
Crickets outside the window
I cry and I groans
These auto-mocking lines like a well-mixed snare drum
I close the loop
An image of how they express their condolences
An image of how they express their condolences

* In Polish, literally, “everything fucks me”
* NFZ (Polish: Narodowy Fundusz Zdrowia, National Health Fund of Poland, financed by compulsory health insurance contributions. It finances health services provided to insured persons and reimburses the cost of medicines, including oxy (oxycodone, a strong opioid drug)