Sleeping Prophet - The Pain Of Not Knowing

The night holds no more answers now
my tears they fall in vain
talking will change nothing now these walls are made of pain

Walls of circumstance between you and me
it seems there is no way that i can make you see

To be brilliant like the phoenix you must first suffer death
the image doesn't stop my sobs or soothe my aching breathe

So how can i find comfort in casting it all away?
when my heart tells me i should give it just one more day

Though i know i hurt you, it feels like i'm to blame
i wonder what you're thinking now, and if you feel the same

It seems like our understanding has just been ripped away
if only i could think of the right words to say

I want to take you in my arms and tell you its ok
to tell you that it's not your fault that things worked out this way

Why must you blame yourself?
why do you hate yourself?

Waiting for sleep to take me away
shut out from your world
and i feel so alone
so unwanted
a thousand things i'd like to say to you
but my voice has been silenced