Spooky Black & Bobby Raps - Burdened

Who was I to call for help?
You see she don't love herself
Let me buy your burden
I will stand will still see
I can keep the cuts deep in my guts so you don't need to
You don't need to
(Hey)
They're not good for
Using you good for
But you're letting it happen
Why you letting it happen?
Sharing what they sip
Persuading tongue up on the tip
I'd rather slip than watch the fall

I keep along
I keep along, oh oh oh
I keep along, oh
Oh, oh oh oh
(Oh)

I take another breath of cold air
On a long road leading nowhere
Lyin' to myself, my subconscious is dishonest
Work your whole life for something
Just to realise you didn't want it
Ask myself, "is it even worth it"
Too worried about bein' a decent person
Just to feel alive I fill my body with this lethal poison
Livin' out my dreams in reality, didn't even enjoy it
That's how you end up here, stranded
Gamblin' on them chances
Looking back in lil glances
Turnin' down those advances
I leave here and go home
And use this shit to my advantage
Don't let it change the damage
My perspective of this planet
Keep doin' it as I planned it
I'm from where they pull things out like Janet
Bang brains out 'til they hang out like friends
Over at their parents
No such thing as fairness
Wear that pain like it's brandished
Float around trapped in the same life, like damnit
Make me go insane, like I'm manic
My loved ones dying, my baby sister crying
The only thing I can say is it ain't time to panic
I don't need to pop cannon
My stomach doin' backflips
When it happen to felt like
A pedestrian runnin' into traffic
I'm over it, focusing
I’m living how I’m supposed to live
Hope that I can escape this hopelessness
When I just don't exist

Inside
Something
Doesn't feel right
Maybe
Because
I'm rotting
Try to
Hard to
Find something to hold onto
When I need
To let everything
Go