Thvn - Beauty Of Decay

…and then I fell
and then I lost
a piece of hope

Lust
for power, divinity

The smell of decay
this beauty
so ordinary
torn and slow
so ordinary

Autumn sign reaches
the pre-cut entirety

All that I wanted
is to be… to exist
To live, all alone...
And now all hope is gone

that's just a leaf falling
that's a breath of prey
that's just blood sobbing
that's the beauty of decay

And I can see the clouds
They look kind of solid
And the ground below them
That looks really solid
It's a long way to fall
And I'm falling

Ahh! Why?
Why am I falling?
Oh God!
Answer me!