Wake up hate - Sorrow Central

Programmed to murder for fame
What am I, if not a pawn in the game
I must confess that my conscience is slipping
Could this be the end?

Chemicals eating my brain
Feel it with every hit that I take
I just can't pass up the chance to give in and forget again

I'ma need a remedy for all the madness
Don't need another bad habit when I'm relapsing
Break the spell before I'm hypnotized
Frozen here in time
Gotta cut loose from the wicked ones pulling my strings
I'm gonna kill the man behind the curtain

Struggle and sleep are the same
Ruby red eyes in insomnia's haze
Rise with the moon and align with the phase
Living a lie is a dangerous game

So pull the plug on me
I've been on borrowed time for far too long now
We're way past being redeemed

I'ma need a remedy for all the madness
Don't need another bad habit when I'm relapsing
Break the spell before I'm hypnotized
Frozen here in time
Gotta cut loose from the wicked ones pulling my strings
I'm gonna kill the man behind the curtain

I wake up dead
I don't need to pretend
Strung out, useless
I don't wanna feel it
I wake up dead
I don't need to pretend
Strung out, useless
I don't wanna feel it

Existential dread
Fucking with my head
Fucking with my head
(Fucking with me)
Existential dread
Fucking with my head
Fucking with my head

I'ma need a remedy for all the madness
Don't need another bad habit when I'm relapsing
Break the spell before I'm hypnotized
Frozen here in time
Gotta cut loose from the wicked ones pulling my strings
I'm gonna kill the man behind the curtain