Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else

I've played out the scene so much in my head
I have to wake up but I'd rather be dead
Haunted by thoughts of the ones I love most
I picture them living alone with my ghost

Kill the pain and kill the family
Choke the dark down, just be happy
Talk myself off of this ledge
I know all too well

My personal hell
I'll bury it, bury it
Weight of the world
I'll carry it, carry it
Pile it all on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Put my pain in a pill
I'll swallow it, swallow it
Too numb to feel
I'm hollow, I'm hollow
I have to hold on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Somebody else

This voice in my head, it wants me to choose
Die selfish or live with my head in a noose
Does it ever get better or is this worth the fight
Everyone has a breaking point, guess we'll find mine

Kill the body, not the memory
Wouldn't blame em, they'd resent me
Kind of scares me what it takes
To just save myself

My personal hell
I'll bury it, bury it
Weight of the world
I'll carry it, carry it
Pile it all on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Put my pain in a pill
I'll swallow it, swallow it
Too numb to feel
I'm hollow, I'm hollow
I have to hold on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Somebody else
Somebody else

My personal hell
I'll bury it, bury it
Weight of the world
I'll carry it, carry it
Pile it all on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Put my pain in a pill
I'll swallow it, swallow it
Too numb to feel
I'm hollow, I'm hollow
I have to hold on
I've gotta be strong
For somebody
For somebody
Somebody else

For somebody
For somebody
Somebody else
For somebody
For somebody
Somebody else