Abandoned by Bears - Out Of Bounds

I blame myself for the last years
No more sympathy for you
And we're heading nowhere
Can't you see what you have become?
Some times I think of all the things you said
Sometimes I blame you for the void inside my head
Take it back, take it back
You left me jaded and so frustrated
Take it back, you left my mind all faded

Are you making it up for
Me and everyone you turned your back on
And walked away from
You fucked me up real good
And don't you ever forget that
I'll never let you in again
And I guess it's hard for you to comprehend
And I guess it's hard for you to understand

You made this go too far
And there's no backing out now
FUCK!

The noose you tied around my neck
Makes it harder to breathe
It makes it harder for me
Come on!

If I could see straight through you
I would know for a fact you were this broken
And never again
Will I let somebody in

Like gravity you pull me under
And it makes it so much harder
For me to reach the surface

I sink through sidewalk cracks and broken pavement
Trying to keep my head up high
Holding on with every breath

And it eats me up from inside
The way I let you
Take away the best of me

And it eats me up from inside
The way I let you
Take away all that I had

Take it or leave it all behind
Stop counting down sides
Just get your own mind straight
Once and for all