Abandoned by Light - Desolation, Darkness, Despair

I cut myself into shreds and pieces
To see how much feeling remains
How much I still have to lose to the silence
I walk alone into a darkened world
Where pain is the sensation
That lets you know your still here
Still so fucking alive

I can't go on like this anymore
Alone, isolated from the rest of the world
Nobody cares about me, no-one
They couldn't give a damn if I live or die

I'm trying to show you all
That the world is a place of bleakness
With these fifty wounds in my body
I'll prove myself to the hate I feel
Seeing this dark paradise around me
Where all the smiles are fake and forced
And blood flows like thick wine