Abducted - Mental Walls

I've traveled astral to escape the human blight
I've tried to disassemble reasonings inside my mind
And yet they fail to see
It's not what's wrong with me
No one can see me
When I'm lost behind these mental walls
No one can find me
When I hide behind my mental walls
No one can see me
When I hide behind these walls
I am hidden from all
Fading (I am fading away)
Evading (Evading the world)
I'm changing (I am changing the way I live)
I'm blaming (Blaming everyone but myself)
I am the prisoner, the warden, the keeper of my crypt
Pessimistic of my future
Enough to make me sick
And as I stare out my window
My life is passing me by
They are immersed in daylight
Embracing life
As I hide from my window
Away from staring eyes
Put out the fire that's inside you see
Reality it brings to me
I am lost behind these mental walls
Standing alone
I have tried to see the insanity
That life and love can bring to me
But I am lost behind these mental walls
To die alone