Alone - Runner

Sometimes when I wake up at night, I can’t sleep
I feel strange, sudden force deep inside of me
Then I lay shrunk on my bad like I’m insane
I see strange things in my head again and again
Wind is knockin’ on the window pane – I’m so afraid
Waitin’ for someone who’ll take this pain away!

Paranoid thoughts run in my mind
Sometimes I’d like to be deaf and blind
Then I would not see the truth
Then I would not hear it too.

I cannot stand this nightmare anymore,

I’m frightened something is knockin’ on the door.
I feel like a victim – who’s the hunter in this game?
No one asked me: Do you wanna play?

If I beg you will you stop
don’t you think it hurts enough?!

Paranoid thoughts run in my mind
sometimes I’d like to be deaf and blind
then I wouldn’t see the truth
Then I wouldn’t hear it too.

Without any warning I let you fall down
you’ve won all the battles, but not this time!

Paranoid thoughts were in my mind

They were defeated deep inside
and I’m not afraid anymore
now my mind is clear and pure

Everything that I have feared
was born deep inside my head

Nothing will help me for now, won’t help anymore

Paranoid thoughts again!

Heebie-jeebies on my skin.
Everything is starting all over again.