Cameron Philip - Pretender

I am the one you think of when you're with her
and what do you have
I am the one you think of when you're with
her


I don't know how to put it lightly
I've been thinking of dying lately
Everybody just wanna fight me
while I'm waiting on you to save me
but I know that you won't save me
cause I'm pretty sure you hate me

I've been getting used to hatred
probably why I'm feeling jaded
probably why I'm unmotivated
probably why all my thoughts are faded
probably why I'm so sick of waiting
waiting for the day that I'm painless
make or break for nuisance, hang me
make or break and they choose to break it
funny how a laugh can be faked
and funny how I laugh at my fate
but I made decisions that I do regret

I think the way that I'm feeling is fair
I don't think it'd be as bad as it gets
but when it does, ill no longer be here

I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you
I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you

Fuck everything I had it all
man, fuck everything that happened while
we loved each other
we hugged each other
we lied together
we tried together
we got by the bullshit that tore me to pieces
we got by the bullshit that fucks with your feelings
you fucked with my feelings whenever you cheated
I fuck with your feelings whenever I leave you

I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you
I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you.

Fuck everything I had it all
man fuck everything that happened while
we loved each other
we hugged each other
we lied together
we-


I am the one you think of when you're with her
and what do you have
I am the one you think of when you're with
her


Guess what
I moved on
Guess what
I am gone
Guess what
you were wrong
Guess what
fuck this song

Look at me, I'm with a girl
look a girl, that's my girl
do you see me with my girl?
Please look at me with my girl

Look at me, I don't need you
Look at me, am I see through
Look at me, please you need to
Look at me, see I don't need you.

'Are you happy with another?'
These are things I always wonder
Always thought we need each other
But we do not need each other

I don't need you anymore
Well, actually I need you more
then I have ever done before
I miss greeting you at my door
I miss it when you kiss my face
I miss all of our picnic dates
I wish you could still kiss my face
I wish this didn't end in hate

I like the way you'd always hug me
and the way that you were funny
I would always call you 'lovey'
back when you said that you loved me
but you do not anymore
and I am lonely at the core
I wonder if you feel the same
or who your heart is beating for

Fuck everything I had it all
man, fuck everything that happened while
we loved each other
we hugged each other
we lied together
we tried together
we got by the bullshit that tore me to pieces
we got by the bullshit that fucks with your feelings
you fucked with my feelings whenever you cheated
I fuck with your feelings whenever I leave you

I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you
I don't wanna be on planet earth unless it's with you.

Fuck everything I had it all
man, fuck everything that happened while
we loved each other
we hugged each other
we lied together
we-


I am the one you think of when you're with her
and what do you have
I am the one you think of when you're with
her.