Happy Days - Defeated by life

Defeated by life, that's what I am
It's something more than just being the loser,
It's looking more at your target, at life
Through a bulletproof glass
Your efforts to break it are all vain
And forever will be

Hitting you enemy so hard, until your fist bleed
But nothing will change

As soon as you entered the competition,
You already knew that everything is worthless
All your strenght and efforts thrown away
While a bitter laugh is echoing in your head.
And there is nothing you could do to stop it
And this is the supposed great circle of life?
I think not!

Motionless, hopeless
Apathy is your god now
Sometimes you love and praise it
Sometimes you're afraid of it

But when daylight is reaching you tired body
Again
Ghosts disappear, just for a second
You're feeling competitive and full of strenght
While you blind eyes are ready to observe another defeat
Once again