Innerwish - Once Again

My mind travels back in time, to the days when I was young
A restless kid, with flames in my heart
Found thousand ways to feed my greedy soul
I had the time to live my life, but lost control

Precious days have gone away forever
Like rays of light fade in endless sea
Here I stand, facing my grand failure
My illusions, my mistakes, the fake me

Just when you can't feel, that's when you are blind
Your memories like shades remain, awaiting to pay the price

Once again
One more time I'm feeling lost, my friend
Once again
Trapped into a maze of thoughts and pretend
Once again

Thoughts that brought me sadness, pain, my mind was a mess
Indifferent eyes, that led me straight to madness
A constant way of life to keep possessions
A never-ending race to fill their expectations

Though I knew that nothing was for certain
I kept on going without sense of fear
Out of rails, like a fool to nowhere
My arrogant, elusive way, hide my guilt

Cause I am holding on my hope and I try to understand
And I am longing for a dream and I want, yes, I want to find my way