Kali Uchis - To Feel Alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
Yeah, yeah-yeah, hey
Hey, hey-hey, hey

I loved you well just for you to turn to an enemy
I love the smell of you burning your last bridge with me
I love it, yeah, I love it
I love it, yeah, I love it

Whatever makes you happy (Makes you happy)
That’s all that ever mattered (That ever mattered)
And I was raised to give my thanks and hold my baby down
(Hold you down)
That wasn’t enough
No, it wasn’t enough
'Cause it’s never enough, never enough

I let them crucify me
I kept my head down humble
Some people get their kicks just stepping on your dreams, I know it
Kick me while I’m down
And still I get up
Yeah, still I get up
Everyday, I get up

How can I give a damn
When I don’t give a fuck?
All of the things I’ve lost
All I can do is laugh
Guess I’m a rebel, baby
I don’t play like I should
You held the shovel, baby
Buried me in the dirt
I never been a saint, baby, how does a sinner taste?
Don’t believe what I read
Got my own mind to think
Guess I’m a misfit, baby
They won't ever love me
I’m not the perfect, pretty girl up on the magazine
With no opinions
She’ll just smile and wave
She’ll never show her heart
And they’ll all call her brave

I miss my family
Things will never be the same
To all the people that we lost
I’m screaming rest in peace, oh

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel something
I just wanna feel alive