My Goodness - Islands

This might be what I wanted you to say
A lost highway, a place we couldn't stay
[?], and I never felt quite the same
And with the thought we ever could turn away
We've got no one left to blame

All lives bend to break the day
Over time we learn to play the game
Long nights will send me on my way
First time sure you're here to stay
Close my eyes and shake it off again
All for an island of change

This might be who you wanted me to be
An open book, some lies that couldn't sleep
No, I'm sure I never felt quite the same
And with the thought we ever could turn away
We've got no one left to blame

All lives bend to break the day
Over time we learn to play the game
Long nights will send me on my way
First time sure you're here to stay
All lives bend to break the day
Power lines will show me on my way
Close my eyes and shake it off again
All for an island of change
Close my eyes and take me there again
And tell me where the lights go to fade