Negative XP - Occupation

I've been lookin' at the ground but I ain't been gettin' any higher
I've been tryin' to find a way to set the world on fire
I've been livin' out my dreams filled with lust and desire
But I got a heart of stone, I ain't ever been a crier

I've been Playin' with a rock and roll band
Make a little money when I can
Stakes are so high when you live this way
Livin' on the edge

Nothin' is easy, nothin' is free
What you get from me you won't get easy
Cause I forget what i do whatever defeats me
Well they think I should be locked up, they think that I'm crazy

I've been Playin' with a rock and roll band
Make a little money when I can
Stakes are so high when you live this way
Livin' on the edge

I've been Playin' with a rock and roll band
Make a little money when I can
Stakes are so high when you live this way
Livin' on the edge

I'm gone on the run but I'm runnin' out of time now
I wanna do what I wanna do and I wanna do it right now
[?] point of no return
Don't tell me what to cause you ain't know what you don't know

Playin' with a rock and roll band
Make a little money when I can
Stakes are hot at the liquor stand
Livin' out the plan