ROS - Dissociation

I grew into the ground
Refreshed with salt water
Maybe that's the reason why
Nothing will bloom here

Blackness floods my chest
Turns into a clenched fist
Maybe that's the reason why
Nothing is alive inside me


Stop right there
Don't take another step
that's what the dark thoughts in my head say
You've been there before, admit it
deeper than at the very bottom
where black is the master
Or maybe I'm a stone
Will I dare to open up againg

Stop right there
Don't take another step
that's what the dark thoughts in my head say
Even though I want to reach out my hand
Hold on tight to reality
It's just a pale flame
that slips through my fingers
Will I dare to open up againg


Something pulls me to the floor,
It bends my back,
It press my hands to (the) chest
I break my fingers to feel them
With every painful gesture
I want to feel that I'm still here
This pain is sweeter than words

Or maybe I'm gone
I've been falling for so long
To the very bottom
The pain brings me back to life
Taking my breath away
at the same time
I fight, squirm and tease,


Stop right there
Don't take another step
that's what the dark thoughts in my head say
You've been there before, admit it
deeper than at the very bottom
where black is the master
Or maybe I'm a stone
Will I dare to open up againg

Stop right there
Don't take another step
that's what the dark thoughts in my head say
Even though I want to reach out my hand
Hold on tight to reality
It's just a pale flame
that slips through my fingers
Will I dare to open up again