Take it Back! - A Reason to Scream

I spend my time only wishing I could come up with clever words strung together to make you feel how I wish I could feel

Apathy grips me hard I lie awake at night wishing I could feel something more than nothing
But still I settle for mediocrity time and time again just so I don't have to try and feel

Anything new
Anything different
Anything new
Anything at all

This time I hope it's different
This time I hope I change
'Cause for once I feel sick
Sick of the same old nothing

For once I'll have a reason to scream

Apathy won't silence me
This is the end of nothing

After all is said and done
At the end of the day
I know I will have to make the choice
To try and feel
So I will look past myself
And stop waiting for the world to change around me.