The Silence Broken - Blankets and Wires

Just take off the edge
Feel like it keeps me calm
When I'm down
Forever fix the holes inside
Extinguishing my darkest thoughts
Is there a reason for this?
We all fail and blame ourselves
Keeping me wasted
Calm the truth

Addicted desire
My heart is on fire
So sick and so tired
Addicted desire

Told that a pill would
Make me okay
Death is so close
I feel his breath
Is there a reason for this life?
When it became everything
Trying so hard to feel normal
Slowly losing sight
What have I done?
Keeping me wasted
Calm the truth

Addicted desire
My heart is on fire
So sick and so tired
Addicted desire

Self-medicate, a whole new life
Leading me to a distant frame
Who would believe that I'm alright?
Because it's a lie
One night came
I got carried away
Was i the life, the drugs, the pills, the alcohol?
Because it's a lie.
Because it's a lie.
Because it's a lie.
Because it's a lie...

Feeling alone and full of disdain
But you call that purity
Looking around abysmal
Wishing someone save me
Hard to breathe
Hard to see
Hard to breathe
And win this fight

Addicted desire (just fight)
My heart is on fire (tonight)
So sick and so tired (just fight)
Addicted desire

So sick and tired of my addicted desire