Universe - Kusi mnie grzech

I am tempted by the coolness of space
The familiar warmth of the stars,
I am tempted by the pain of hope
And the cat's eyes glow,
the purple of the sky
And the wind.
I am tempted by sin like fruit
The wildness of bodies invites,
I am tempted by singing like a cloud,
of the steel blackness of waves,
of silent desires
bottomless.

What is darkness,
And what is white?
Which books to believe,
Which ones not to?
What is in me,
hunger or pain?
The king who died is alive,
where is the king?
Or maybe it's a dream,
Or maybe it's just magic?
Or maybe I know,
How to play on death's nerves?
Or maybe it's a movie,
the wandering of inferior souls?
Or maybe my evil self,
tries its hand with the good self?
Or maybe it's a hoax,
That everyone will read the end?
Or maybe I
will invite her to my place someday?
Or maybe it's a fake,
That you can also live there?
Or maybe like a moth
I strayed and now I'm burning?

I am learning myself how to survive
in the square of four walls,
I am learning how to believe,
that you are waiting for me there
all in sorrow
Like me.

If you are somewhere out there....