Up River - Undertow

I’ve been watching the world go by, past my window through the night. My sanity slips into the cracks of my bedroom door. I remember every word I said, how it won’t let me go. I remember every word I said. Growing up late bloomers drowning in the fountain of youth. Growing up late bloomers blinded by the cynical truth. I blessed the thieves that stole my heart, I guess sometimes being alone, is better than being a-part. Now I’m walking the church yard at dawn. Past the shelter and broken glass. My sanity slips into the cracks of these concrete walls, I remember every word I said and how it won’t let me go. I remember every word I said. My friends seem passing, loved ones a distant cry. Love hatred fixated on my fragile mind. I don’t want to have to pretend I just want this bitter life to end. Waiting for you, waiting for the world to end. I don’t want to have to pretend I just want this bitter love to end. Waiting for you, waiting for the world to end.