Wolves At The Gate - Hindsight

(As I drift on the water, a voice calling to me had said:
"Sail into the harbor, cast down your nets and follow Me"
First of all the chosen, I saw the raising of the dead
It must be my devotion for I stood alone upon that sea)

So I walked on the tempest, I saw the waves below my feet
It's clear I was the bravest to meet the stranger on the deep

I am the rock on which to build this land
Got the keys to the kingdom, I'm at His right hand
I was the first among the chosen, the boldest in devotion
Walking out upon the ocean, what else could I need?

(I'm well-versed in forgiveness, as many as seven times repeat
In service was I fearless; attack my King, my blade you'd reap)

What else could I need? (x2)

Haunting my reflection, (a bitter thought comes to my mind)
I made known my objection, (about how You had come to die)

You said my thoughts were of the devil's kind
I was opposed to Your kingdom, and I should get behind
But You were talking like You're cursed, already laying in Your deathbed
Maybe somehow You were mislead, may it never be

You said I would fall away before the rooster's crow would end
To my shame did I betray, deny You as my closest friend

I'm singing, heart is hardened
I'm sleeping in the garden
I'm swinging swords, I'm guarding my
My kingdom and my stardom

(Am I different than Judas? For I betrayed the kindest friend
I'm all out of excuses with nothing to make my amends)

O love! O love! O love, you bottomless abyss! (x2)

How tender You had spoken though I betrayed the kindest friend
Faithful in devotion, such love I cannot comprehend

Oh, when You found me I was broken
From the words that I had spoken
But You were faithful in devotion
You remembered me (x2)