Abolishment of Flesh - In the Presence of Darkness

I've come to terms with my end, Realization of mortality
The pain I live will soon subside, I embrace the cold touch of death

My fear of death no longer exists, Reduce my hopes to fantasy
My love is strong yet distant, Can't stop the lasting agony

The thoughts begin to race

Sifting through the endless voices, Trying to make sense of the madness
While so called support worsen the damage, By working to achieve their agenda
A forced smile to shine upon society, Yet dragging a cancerous baggage
While others perceive a synthetic joy, That's displayed to cover up sadness

Annihilate self worth

Emotional drain closed up in a shell, Despite being encircled by loved ones
Pushing away yet my soul cries for help, Please save me from going under
Wake in dismay temporal circumstance, Avoiding social interaction
Letting go is much easier than to hold to reality, That's foreign to my conscious self

Annihilate self worth