Bailey Bigger - God Help Me Stop Forgiving

I was raised to love the ones
Who have wronged me in my life
Showing kindness to everyone
Even if they don't bite
But have you ever felt trapped inside?
Handcuffed by peace
Given Grace as my middle name
But this grace won't let me leave

So God will you help me stop forgiving?
'Cause I think I have too much hope
Will you give my heart out in pieces
To thе ones who need it most?
I no longer have any usе for it
It never gives me what I need
So God will you help me stop forgiving?
Before I have no blood left to bleed

Growing up I could understand
How people could be so rough
Each different story held in hand
'Cause we all know life is tough
But I've never heard such a cry before
Like the one hiding in your voice
You'd knock me down but I'd get right back up
To try and help you calm the noise
So God will you help me stop forgiving?
'Cause I think I have too much hope
Will you give my heart out in pieces
To the ones who need it most?
I no longer have any use for it
It never gives me what I need
So God will you help me stop forgiving?
Before I have no blood left to bleed

I faced the fear
I bottled up inside
Instead of running for the hills to hide
But no matter how
Far away you are
I can never erase your scars

The scars from when I first stopped forgiving
When I realized there wasn't hope
My heart was ripped to pieces
By the one I trusted most
I no longer have any love for him
He only took away my peace
So God will you help me stop forgiving
Before I have no blood left to bleed
Please God will you help me stop forgiving
Before I have no love left for me