Ian Sweet - Emergency Contact

I stopped writing you down
As my emergency contact
I bet you're glad that you don't have to come runnin'
Every time I fall back
The light is out in my kitchen
But I'm still washin' the dishes
Avoiding all existence
And it gets so dark sometimes

But I keep you out of sight
Not ready to see what I'm missin'

'Cause I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right this time

I cry, cry, cry in the shower
Tears and water are no different
And I could call you I know you'd listen
But I keep you at a safe distance

Park my car on your street
I heard that song and had to scream
I made too many enemies
So I'll leave this city or keep runnin'
No slowin' down or givin' in
At least until the drugs kick in

'Cause I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right this time

Oh, I watched you like an instant classic
Memorized every line, every scene
Act it out in my sleep
Rewind and repeat
Someone else can watch you now
'Cause it can't be me
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

'Cause I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right

I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right
I don't mind, I don't mind
I don't wanna get it right this time