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I don't understand this world, i don't understand

1.
Every day I wake up at night, pillow smeared in blood..
I hear vioce that says to me: 'You won't be better'
I think that it addicted me, I'm not affraid of a dark anymore..
On my fears, I'm sure, settled dust..
You wake up and think that you're a men of the truth..
You fall asleep with a question to yourself, how much you worth
Someone has chosen for us worse cards, I have no doubt at all
In the name of the Father and of the Son, the Holy Spirit, Amen
I'm almost a Savior, a walk in the darkness of grief
I see child, who scraped from the eyes drop of the ocean
Boy don't cry, be strong, need to try
Give me your hand, I show you around nightmares
Wave of hate to evil passes me
Alcohol has brought hell to a lot of people..
Everything is for the people, this is exactly what I don't understand
Wake up, let razor doesn't make for a shield

2.
I'm the devil, couse I have bo feelings.. I'm sorry, Mom
I'm the horizon of the world, which wasn't visit
I don't understand what's going on this executioners whose torture me
Are they float pride, when they see me crying?
I'm feel alive, couse I record this further
I have 19 springs, I don't think that I won
Let record company propose, I have plans for the future
I know people from mainstream, and so what? I think that's all
I don't understand when you explain that I am a good boy
Everyone sees me how wants, so I won't get it
I'm almost like a wrack, I'm sinking on the sea
Sea full of tears, tears of the false gods
They didn't gave me the happiness, it was almost wonderful
Instead of falling down on the concrete, I fall on grass
I would take back the first hearing, though hostile alive with the law
Just to take back those salty tears to my Mom
It's hard to find out ourselfs, we hate life
Couse instead pull oneself together we rather complain and ask
Let's go straight, let's ignore the divisions, let's be equally
I don't understand what this is all about, we're different